I won't go home without you;

Hard to believe it

It's not over tonight

just give me one more chance

to make it right.

I may not make it through the night

But I won't go home without you.

Secret #6

Today was horrible, but when I heard someone mention you, I couldn't help but smile. :)

No. I can't work Saturday. Please. I just want a Saturday that I actually look forward to.
For once.

Exhaustion;

I am so tired, all I can think about all day is sleep.

Secret #5

I can think of about a hundred reasons for me to stop loving you. But the reasons to keep loving you are the ones that scream the loudest.

So those are the ones I listen to.

I hate it when people ask me about the plane crash;

I feel rude because I clearly don't want to talk about it.

None of this math makes sense;

Where's Ian when I need him?
Oh right, he's in Daytona. ;)

Secret #4

I'm afraid when I hear stories of husband and wife, there's no happy endings, no Henry Lee. But you are the greatest thing about me.

This;

Is beautiful. :)

Patience;

Is, sadly, a virtue that I seem to be lacking in. Ergo, all of my good friends have a tremendous, and I mean freakin' amazing, amount of patience. At least with me.
Tom: For real, he has to deal with me almost every week. Poor kid. That he even texts me at all is incredible.
Ryan: He's learned to have patience when I freak out on him.
Owen: He's a lot like me, so he's not the king of patience, but he understands and rarely will  he snap at me.
Ian: I don't think I've dealt any of these people more than I've dealt him. And yet he's still there with a prayer and a verse? Crazy.
Rachel M.: She must dread texts from me now. But she's still going.
Jesus: Clearly, He is the creator of patience. If anyone did what I do to Him to me? Heh. Forget them. But He's not like that. And thats what gets me through, every day.